| realized i should probably post |
[Dec. 9th, 2009|04:23 pm] |
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Don't want people thinking I'm wallowing over T for a month. To be honest, I DID wallow...when he moved out in September. But because I was the one who ended this relationship, I've been doing okay. Especially after learning what he's been doing since we broke up, the least of which being losing his job because he lost his temper, it's been a lot easier. And...the one I'll call the happy warrior...he makes it easier...even though he's not mine and it hurts. But just being around him is a light for me, makes me breathe easier and feel more like, well, me...and that's enough, for now. I got really lucky this time around that I wasn't alone. I know, everyone always says you're not alone, but this is the first time I really felt like I had full-on support through this.
And since I don't even think he knows this exists, and barely anyone reads this who would even have the slightest chance of knowing him...I think I'm falling for you. |
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